You haven't lost yourself.
You've just been waiting for a world spacious enough to hold
the woman you're becoming.
Remembering.
Welcome to a world of
Created for women who are done circling the edges of their own lives and are ready to inhabit what they already know.
The Remembering is where we do that together.
Or begin with a private experience.
Or enter through story.
Jocelyn Bates
Transformational Story Artist
I receive what is difficult to name, give it language and form, and make it available to others.
You can begin with a story, a private experience, or an ongoing exploration.
Each is a different doorway into the same world — one rooted in curiosity, creativity, and the extraordinary experience of being human.
There's no required order. Begin wherever you feel called.
One World. Many Ways In.
The Midnight Carnival
A Tale of Remembering
A mythic spiritual memoir disguised as fiction.
A woman enters the Akashic realm and moves through a landscape of grief, memory, identity, creativity, and return.
This is not a book you read and put down. It's a doorway you walk through.
Written from my own passage through the underground — read it slowly. Let it find you.
Explore the Work Together
There are many ways to begin exploring the extraordinary experience of being human.
Through Human Design, Akashic Records, and Soul Art, I offer private experiences that meet you wherever you are — whether you're seeking clarity, curious about the deeper threads of your life, or ready to explore through creative expression.
Each experience is its own doorway. Each offers something different. And each begins with you, exactly where you are.
The Remembering
A living world for women who want to explore, create, and discover what it means to inhabit their own lives.
This is where curiosity becomes practice. Where the questions, discoveries, and creative explorations of everyday life become part of an ongoing relationship with yourself.
Inside The Remembering you'll find:
Soul Art journeys and creative inquiry
Live transmissions and breathwork
Yoga Nidras and nervous system practices
Akashic exploration, teachings, and workshops
Teachings, workshops and ongoing curriculum
A community of women walking it with you
This is not another course you complete and close.
It's a world you return to.
$297/month or $2,970/year —
I'm Jocelyn.
I've spent my whole life looking for what lives beneath the surface of things. Turns out, that's where everything real is.
For more than three decades I've explored the places where creativity, spirituality, the body, story, and identity meet — not because I was trying to build a career out of transformation, but because I was trying to understand what it means to fully inhabit a life.
Then in September 2021, my parents died seven days apart.
Grief changed everything.
It stripped away identities I had outgrown, exposed the places where I had abandoned myself, and asked questions I could no longer answer intellectually.
I had to live my way into the answers.
I found my way back through the very things I had spent years exploring — the Akashic Records, Human Design, Soul Art, creative expression, and the wisdom of the body.
But I was discovering them differently now. Not simply as practices I knew or experiences I could guide, but as ways of understanding, participating in, and finding beauty in my own human life.
And as I began living this way, something changed in my art, my writing, my spiritual practice, and my work with women. The boundaries between them began to disappear. They weren't separate parts of my life anymore. They were all expressions of the same exploration.
The Midnight Carnival emerged from that journey.
And eventually, so did The Remembering.
Because somewhere along the way, I realized something that changed everything:
There is a difference between knowing yourself and inhabiting yourself.
You can understand your patterns. Know your wounds. Learn your nervous system. Study your Human Design. Go to therapy. Meditate. Journal. Heal. Grow.
And still reach a moment when something inside you says:
I know enough. I'm ready to live differently.
Those are the women I create for.
Women who have been through something real — loss, transition, a slow dissolution of who they thought they were — and are done surviving it.
Women who don't need another system for becoming themselves. They need a world spacious enough to finally meet who they already are.
I didn't build this world from theory.
I built it from the inside of my own unraveling.
I receive what is difficult to name, give it language and form, and make it available to others. Through story. Art. Practice. Imagination. The body. The sacred ordinary.
The Remembering is the living world I created for us to do that together.
This is for you if —
You remember what it felt like to be in the middle of your own joy.
Not on the edges of someone else's. Not managing it, witnessing it, making space for it.
In it. Yours. Center stage of your own life.
Somewhere along the way that shifted. You're not sure exactly when. But you notice it now — in the quiet moments, in the speeding up of days, in the way time keeps moving and you keep meaning to get back to yourself.
You tell yourself it's just this season. You'll have time soon.
But a quieter part of you knows — time isn't slowing down. And the life you're living right now, this ordinary, complicated, beautiful life — is the life. This is it.
And you haven't fully shown up for it yet.
Not because you're broken. Not because something is wrong with you.
But because nobody has ever helped you see how fascinating you actually are.
The patterns you carry. The stories living in your body. The creativity that goes quiet when life gets loud. The brilliance hiding in your most ordinary moments.
You don't need another thing to fix.
You need someone to help you remember.
You are not a project to complete.
You are a fascinating human being to discover.
From the women who have entered the world —
"There is something sacred in the way Jocelyn speaks — like she's holding open a door I forgot existed. I return to myself each time I listen."
"Jocelyn's words stir something ancient and true within me. I feel seen, softened, and invited to come home to myself."
“Jocelyn’s guidance was clear, focused, and deeply compassionate. The space she created invited both structure and freedom. I left feeling nourished, reconnected, and creatively alive.”
Where are you being called?
Explore Together
Human Design, Akashic Records, and Soul Art — three ways to explore your extraordinary human experience.
Enter Through Story
The Midnight Carnival — a mythic journey through grief, creativity, and remembering.
Enter the Living World
The Remembering — ongoing practices, creative inquiry, teachings, and community.
The door has always been open.
You only need to enter.